{ignore the first paragraph if you want to}

mosquito repellents are retarded.

i spotted an aedes mosquito [the one that spreads dengue] on my arm just now, but it wasn't so fat to the extent that i can smash it easily, so i turned to our dear mosquito repellent for help.

bad idea.

the lousy product emits foam in a powerful jetspray, not just your normal off! repellant that stinks of artificial citrus scents. off! stinks, but its not hazardous.

guess what! the repellent got into my eye and left me screaming for 2 seconds [no more than that]. of course, i rushed to the toilet to rinse my eye under the running tap, like the way most products tell us to.

{start reading}

nothing much actually, just that my eye's as red as the white mice you find in science labs. nothing much really. i'm okay, i really am. *mutters to myself* what an interesting start to a blogpost. please note i'm currently feeling rather sarcastic.




talking about science, i received my BIO paper today, along with higher chinese, part of english, amaths, geog and history.


people who didn't do well, including myself, do cheerup. its just a lesson learnt and a chance for us to know we have to work harder. ain't it?


bio was relatively disappointing, for i was hoping to get an A1 for the paper, in the end i got some retarded B3 mark, and it was largely due to the fact that i did horrendously for the essay questions.

last minute mugging is really bad i say, although i've got many facts familiarised in my head, much practise is still needed. i guess.

maybe that's what xuanhao does the whole day. i bet the entire cohort's staring at him in utter disbelief right now, 111/120? gay. total ownage.


i still love bio though, it is by far the most interesting subject i've ever taken. well, besides geography that is. what worries me most now is the thought of dropping to combined sciences.

according to mdm ho, there'll be at least one combined sciences class next year.

please pray hard i do pass my chemistry and i'll be safe. really, if i ever fail my chemistry like how close to half of the cohort did, i'll start saying gg or something like everybody. the chances of me saying that? reallyyyyyyyyy high.




lets go on to english before i start breaking down or something.

i'm feeling happy, astonished, overjoyed, ecstatic, jubilant and joyful. the class did quite well for english i guess. mrs mohan was practically hopping around the classroom like the cute rabbit terie just brought home (!)

19/25 for summay. not bad for me actually. but then again, i think quite a handful had 19 as well. maybe 8 or close to 10. [just a rough gage, maybe 13 got 19, hmm..]

and oral! almost all the class girls had 30 and above, and i'm not trying to be qianbian or anything, i'm just reallyyyy excited that i got 33/40 for oral. you don't have to read this and have a bad impression of me

i'm just feeling too happy yayy, the nice teacher said i was fluent, expressive, sensible and an engaging and lively speaker. funny how she can tell i'm sensible. maybe the next teacher will say i have a naive mindset ): talk about engaging and lively. more of retarded i think. did i unknowingly wave my hands in the air while talking to her? maybe i did?



chinese. our class' chinese standard is simply...not too wonderful. if i were to get 75.5/110 in 2d i'll get totally owned by maybe, 40% to 60% of the class? but heck that, since humans like to push the blame on others, we shall do it too.

i bet czh's the cause of our lousy results now. nobody's interested in him, don't you think otherwise. he's a lazy teacher sometimes, and he just doesn't know how to teach i guess. he'd make a nice friend actually. he's a rather nice person in fact, its just that he definitley won't make a good teacher. never.

ohwell, our olevel chinese paper is arriving any minute, i shall start being a retarded being and read the very retarded newspaper.

our comprehension passages are mostly derived from these devils, so i think it would be much safer if we read them, hmm.

i like comprehensions more than i like amaths.





amaths. totally retarded, it fell flat with an F9. thankyou, i'll see mrpoh in bridging. 14 classmates failed. but my amaths is totally hopeless. unless i start practising in a few days.




history. don't even talk about it, i'm disappointed in myself. point is, i didn't really study for the paper. well deserved i guess. i'll make a promise to not mug last minute!

3K has gay results as usual. the whole class got As and somebody even got 95. extremely pro i say. i crushed my paper up btw, trying rumaging through my bag..




geog. got it on wednesday, A2. disappointed too, i did study hard for geography though. its my favourite subject, of course i'll study very hard.

overall was like some retarded 71. i'm going to cry now D:







exams? lets not even say this word again. its a taboo word!

my results have declined, plummeted, dropped, fell, plunged drastically since i entered secondary three. [don't mind the grammar]

its really the studying environment and my inability to resist the temptations around me.




one word, jiayou. just that. jiayou. and work hard.




i'm lazy to blog about yesterday, the day before yesterday, and the day before yesterday's yesterday.




i'm tired, and i need sleep, i'll play with hamice clarice fung xin ying for a while before i fall into my deep slumber.




ohwait, i still have 3 paintings to complete.
sometimes i really do wonder why life is such a bore.

can't i spend my whole day

painting,
playing the piano,
playing with hamice clarice,
using the computer,
taking pictures,
reading books,
savouring good food and
hanging out with my friends?



dream on.